Scadalous/ Sunday, January 1
BATTALION UNITED!!!
USc0uNtd0wN PeRf0RMaNcEe waS gReaTt!! Had FuN wIth all the make uP..de hairr and such..hahahaa..aft performance..decided to go find KheW Wai..it's his 21st bdaee..was a tough decision to make btw /\/Ra peePSs to t0wN or Qy..but still chosee Qy..cuz his 21st Bdaee leh...de sad thing?? i go dere lee den JUZ FINISH!! everyonee juz went hoMEee!!! ARGHhhhden we slack at his place..den go downstairs fer countdown..dey had sum kinda foam party and such laaa..GUESS WADDD..smtg MOSTT TERRIBLEE and HORRIBLEE HAPPENED IN MY LIFEEEee...*traumatisedd*..QY was walking beside mee..and we were happily toking...DEN...ARGHHHh...Deennn....EEEEEee...deennn..sum BAGLADASH walked besidee mee and HELD MY HANDDDdd like a guy would hold the gf fer the the first timee...DISGUSTING K...of cuz i shun the moment i knew he was touchinggg my handd...oh YUCKK YUCKKK!!! realising tt i wun allow him to..he drew back...den he put forth a handshake wishing mee happie new yrr..can u imagine all my disgust...but i was NICEEE ENUFF To shake his hand again..HOLDING ALL MY DISGUST FER HIM BACK...ARGHhh...I HATE THEEEMMM!!!!HaaPIee Neww yRr!!!tmr prac..den study...muz promisee myself to study hard...to train hardd.. shoRt term goaL:get into FiNaLs Fer fuNka..pAss with at leasta B fer all my suBjeCtsMaKee eveRy0Nee HAPpIeeewent to work todaee..guess wadd..sumthing triggered my thought..saw a lil girL carrying one lik doggiee softtoy in her hand..made me thot of how i used to bring my lovely softtoys outt..i realli loved them back den..(maybe til noww also!!)..esp when my mum does grocery shoppingg..i lovee carrying them outt..being small enuff back den..i would sit in the trolley huggingg my soft toy..awaiting the stuffs my mum would put into the trolley..very often..she'll pick up kokocrunch and ask : u wan this? strolling pass the drink section, she'll probabaly pick up choco milk and ask : u thirsty? u wan to drink this? (noeing it was my fav.)actualli it was nicee..realli nicee back den..when u were juz a kid..and u feel ur parents love fer yaa..life had been so hectic..i rarely get to see them..hardly got to speak to them..sumtimess u realli wanan express urself in getting them small gifts to tell them u love them..but maybe sumtimes u juz feel awkard..so u wun in the end..or sumtimess i see this nice shoess..tot of buying fer my mum..but ill usually recall all the timess i cum homee..and she cums into my room telling mee.." hey..nice nots?? i bought thiss shoe/ slip ons leh...u wan can shareee"...so finee..and i drop the ideaa..yen bought her mum a mango bag..actualli i didn't mind buying one fer my mum too..but again..i tot of the PILEE OF BAGSSs piling up in her room.. i guess she didn't need them..or i guess she would haf bought wadeva she wanted..she didn't lack anythingg..and dere's nth i could do i feeL..maybe my existancee had subsided over tHe yrs..maybe they had gotten used to not having me around anymoree..tt's sad..butt...gRrrrr..For tHee New Yr:t0 sPeNd MoRee tiMEe wItH my FaMily [=aNd Not to fall fer another MsiaN!!
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
10:00:00 PM
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